[he curls his hands into fists, trying to will the feeling back into them while he breathes in, desperately holds it, lets it out in shaky exhales.
he nods, pressing the heels of his hands into his eyes when he feels himself choking up. it's not right to be a mess, when logically he's safe; he's burden enough--]
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[he curls his hands into fists, trying to will the feeling back into them while he breathes in, desperately holds it, lets it out in shaky exhales.
he nods, pressing the heels of his hands into his eyes when he feels himself choking up. it's not right to be a mess, when logically he's safe; he's burden enough--]
Dammit. [man up!!!] Dammit-!