[Manabu makes a pass at trying to force a kind of can't-be-helped, thin-lipped smile, but he's never been very good at pretense.]

Killed in the line of duty. [on my watch. i should've been there.] And he was the one who thought...I'd be getting myself killed. [shows what he knows! hah!!!

...hah...

he sits up a little straighter.]

But that's not happening to you, okay? This is different. And any sign that you're gonna get hurt, you bail.