[Manabu Yuuki rarely thinks too hard on wanting to do things - he just does what he wants to do. but usually there's a basis for it to work from - the training, the plans and such...
so how would he think to do something like kiss someone if he's never had the basis for it before outside of a nebulous want?
that aside--]
-?!
[what--
what is--
Manabu goes still, his hands hovering in place, fingers just barely twitching as he's seized by the sudden sensation and all the information that barrages him in the instant. it's a temporary at-a-loss for a circumstance where Manabu has had only a smattering of reference to go on, and that reference was hazy and addled with embarrassment and alcohol.
but as always: thought is secondary to action. the hesitation that the bluescreen causes is a few seconds - maybe horrifyingly apparent and easy to misconstrue - but before there can be any proper recoil one way or the other, Manabu presses in to reinstate those feelings. this is what's causing them, right? and that feeling--
no subject
so how would he think to do something like kiss someone if he's never had the basis for it before outside of a nebulous want?
that aside--]
-?!
[what--
what is--
Manabu goes still, his hands hovering in place, fingers just barely twitching as he's seized by the sudden sensation and all the information that barrages him in the instant. it's a temporary at-a-loss for a circumstance where Manabu has had only a smattering of reference to go on, and that reference was hazy and addled with embarrassment and alcohol.
but as always: thought is secondary to action. the hesitation that the bluescreen causes is a few seconds - maybe horrifyingly apparent and easy to misconstrue - but before there can be any proper recoil one way or the other, Manabu presses in to reinstate those feelings. this is what's causing them, right? and that feeling--
it feels right in a confusing kind of way.]