[Manabu's head lowers, feeling nauseous in a way he's not used to. heartsick is reserved for grief and loss, not...whatever's going on here, and yet the feeling is similar.]
I should...regret that, then...huh? [how does he make himself do that? maybe if Grey was suffering; his own suffering is negligible by comparison.
he is suffering, right? he can't even look at him.
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I should...regret that, then...huh? [how does he make himself do that? maybe if Grey was suffering; his own suffering is negligible by comparison.
he is suffering, right? he can't even look at him.
damn...
why...?]