[he turns his head just slightly in Grey’s direction, eyes still closed.]
Something like this… I don’t know if I’d have let myself before. Not then. [not when he had the job. normalcy. things to keep him busy and keep Grey as just some figment of dreaming.] I would’ve messed so much up…
But…so much is already messed up now… [so by comparison…]
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[he turns his head just slightly in Grey’s direction, eyes still closed.]
Something like this… I don’t know if I’d have let myself before. Not then. [not when he had the job. normalcy. things to keep him busy and keep Grey as just some figment of dreaming.] I would’ve messed so much up…
But…so much is already messed up now… [so by comparison…]