[Ah. Grey's chest feels strangely tight, like it's collapsed in on itself.]
It's fine.
[It's not.
God, just looking at Manabu and thinking about it, Grey can feel himself wavering. He doesn't know how the hell he's going to walk away when the final moment is upon them. Let alone what he's going to do afterwards. He tries to remind himself that he'll be free, not rotting in a lab or jail cell, but somehow it doesn't make him feel much better.]
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It's fine.
[It's not.
God, just looking at Manabu and thinking about it, Grey can feel himself wavering. He doesn't know how the hell he's going to walk away when the final moment is upon them. Let alone what he's going to do afterwards. He tries to remind himself that he'll be free, not rotting in a lab or jail cell, but somehow it doesn't make him feel much better.]